I really enjoying the opportunity to be at different festivals or expos. I appreciate the connections and conversations. This weekend was no different, I was at a two-day show in Pennsylvania, was having a wonderful show, seeing lots of new individuals, prior customers and other vendors that I hadn't seen in awhile. I am very particular about making certain that what I bring with me is of the highest vibration, for the highest and best good of all involved, myself and the individuals that will be bringing them home.
Sunday afternoon, I had several friends come by my booth who were at the expo together. We had wonderful conversations and they each bought three Crystal Energy Wands. Within the hour, they stopped by again to see if a stone had been accidentally left at my booth. One of the women was almost certain that she laid it down when she was looking at the different wands. I explained I hadn't seen the item, She showed me a picture and it was nothing similar to anything I happen to sell. Just to be certain, we looked under the table and around. Quite forcibly she touched the area where she was certain she had placed her stone.
I took out my pendulum to see if I could get some insight on where the item might be. One of the questions I asked was whether or not the item could be outside. It did come back as a "yes," it could be outside. And in fact, the friends mentioned she had been talking to someone outside. The other questions were receiving a "No" answer. Another question was could someone else possibly have found the item. It can back as a possible yes - now pendulums are not always right and can be sometimes be influenced by strong emotions.
Understandably the possibility that someone may have her stone was upsetting and it caused a combination of both distress and anger. She explained, she had been gifted the stone by someone who meant a great deal to her, however as it turned out, the item itself carried very strong emotions. She explained it had come from the grounds of one of the the most bloodiest of battlefields. This is a stone that had seen grief, fear, confusion and been around horrific deaths. For her it brought comfort, however all of those negative energies can remain in the stone. I really believe it was the emotions that were held in that stone that then prompted her to say some very upsetting things towards someone who may have picked up her stone. She said she was going to go home and left feeling flustered and upset. Her friends proceeded to tell me they were going to keep looking around.
We now have a combination of the the power of the spoken work mixed with an item that also carried with it strong emotions - equaling a perfect storm. The definition of a perfect storm: a particularly bad or critical state of affairs, arising from a number of negative and unpredictable factors. The problem with the perfect storm, is it is so good, we don't always see the possible harm until we are in the midst.
I myself was shaken by the things said. A women who had been by my booth earlier walked up just as the conversation had ended. She kept looking around my table and finally said, "what happened"? She wasn't aware of anything that had just transpired. She said, "the energy around your booth is different, it felt so good before, I just wanted to come back". But now she said, it was different, I quickly cleared my booth, and she indicated it felt a little better. She left and a few minutes later, the friends of the women returned to say, the stone had been found. In fact, it was laying outside on the ground. I was relieved for the individual, but still felt a little uneasy myself.
Near the end of the show another vendor, who does Readings, who had also purchased several wands earlier in the day came back to look at more. She selected several and then said she would be back. When she came back she had a smudge fan with her and pulled me to one side of my booth. She said something had happened at my booth and when I got home I needed to make certain to clear all my items, she was also kind enough to do a clearing at my booth.
This is the work that I do, I recognize when energy changes, I can go into a room and feel the energy, I can be around people and pick up emotions etc. Here I was, not recognizing what had happened directly around me. Also more importantly, not recognizing the impact on me. Again, I talk to folks about this all the time and now, I am living my own lesson. Words, items, thoughts, they attach to us, they attach to our surroundings, our home, our environments. Some live quite comfortably in this state of unease, but that unease has consequences.
I replayed the conversation many times over in my three hour drive home from PA. I was grateful her friends had told me she found the stone, but, I had to release myself from the situation. I realize now this was something I needed to write about, something that I hope will help someone else.
I am still so happy she and her friends found what they initially needed at my booth. one of the wands she purchased was a Cutting Cords Crystal Energy Wand. I hope she uses it, I know I did when I got back home! As for all of my items, they have all been cleared, given a healthy dose of Reiki energy, and I also love using singing bowls or tuning forks on them to raise the vibration. Ready to go for the Natural Living Expo this Sunday.
Don't keep letters, emails, objects or other things that remind you of someone that brought you great pain in your life. Don't keep journals filled with dark emotions, don't keep items just because someone gave them to you if they bring you nothing but discomfort. I recently came across an old journal that I thought I had disposed of many years ago. This journal is over 15 years old and it was during some tough times - bonfire time!!! Release it to the heavens, let it go.
Services I offer include home blessings and space clearings, for work and for home environments. Excellent whenever you have purchased a new home or are in the midst of selling, change in situations - divorce, transition, separation, unhealthy physical or environmental surroundings. These can be done in person or distance. Cord cutting sessions are also wonderful sessions to do some deep personal clearing.